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while I'm in a towel

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 11, 2008, 6:29 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: dead language for a dying lady
  • Reading: nothign
  • Watching: danny phantom
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: cereal
  • Drinking: tea.
I was visiting EP's myspace [link] and well..he's not alive anymore. he hasn't been alive for about 2 months now. and I never even knew him. he has amazing music on his music myspace but... even though I never knew him I listened to his music. it was amazing his voice is wonderful.

I started to read through his comments and I realized how much death effects how you talk to people. there is one person, I'm not sure of his name but just about every other comment was him. he was talking about his day, how he missed him, the problems he had, and how he couldn't wait to see him again. and how much he loved him. after the 5th or 6th comment from this guy and a few others I burst into tears.

one girl had to say that she still can't accept that he's gone. her exact words: "Wow it still hasn't hit me the reality that your not coming back...i kick my self in the ass because we didn't stay close through out school and there is so much i would have liked to tell you so much i have a lot of memories to hold on to i just wish they were more recent .....your constantly on my mind and the worst part about it is that i think about you more now when your not here then when you were ....you said we would start hanging out cause we miss each other i never thought it would be my last good bye i miss you like crazy i miss you dancing behind me at parties i miss you wanting to constantly see my boobs i miss everything about you! just cant stand the thought of going to a reunion and not seeing you there i just dont get it sweetie and i dont think i ever will i just want you to know that you will always be in my heart and i will never forget you i love you sweetie i hope you knew i did

I started crying. and not just "oh how cute" crying but "come back eric, I miss you we all miss you" crying. I didn't even know him and I seen how he effected these people and it hurt my heart so bad. i never realized how one death could affect so many people like a ripple in a pool of water.

then there was this girl:
eric, im at loss for words. we go back to 5th grade.. when we were little boyfriend & girlfriend.. hehe i love you eric, ill always remember you.. watch over me angel<3

life is something that I think people take for granted too much. people don't care anymore. most people just want sex and drugs and to drop out of high school and live the "good life" or so they speak.

I think I'm going to go cry some more... I have the worst headache.
I love you all.
:heart:

Devious Information

  • Current Age: physical 15 mentally...I have the brain of a 4 year old
  • Current Residence: On your ceiling *o*
  • Interests: art, surfing, reading, softball, music, skateboarding, snowboarding, Bikeriding.
  • Favourite movie: advent childern, the ring, blah blah blah
  • Favourite band or musician: Blue October, and SYSTEM OF A DOWN
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock and Dance & techno!!! *raver*
  • Favourite artist: RipFangdragon tillentine-halfhuman LOVE your art!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Smartster Rabbie ~ >< AWESOME!
  • Favourite photographer: the people on CSI they rox
  • MP3 player of choice: MY NANO!!!! D: {<3) its blueee
  • Shell of choice: strong clampy ones!!!
  • Wallpaper of choice: My drunk Teacher bwahaha!
  • Skin of choice: mine..... >:3 bwahaha
  • Favourite game: DDR Max extreme 2 o3o
  • Favourite gaming platform: ps2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob!
  • Personal Quote: ~*~I Want Your Pants~*~
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, paper.....food.....:P yeah

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~Githyanki:iconGithyanki: 6 days 11 hours ago
see my new arts!
~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Apr 16, 2008, 3:26:18 PM
:D welcomes <3

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~Kamre:iconKamre: Apr 16, 2008, 12:12:50 PM
Thanks for the favorite! :D

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~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Apr 12, 2008, 8:13:41 AM
:D my pleasure! <3

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~SugarIsYourFriend:iconSugarIsYourFriend: Apr 12, 2008, 8:08:46 AM
Thank you for the fav.

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~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Apr 3, 2008, 12:32:21 PM
agree* x.x

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~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Apr 3, 2008, 12:32:15 PM
I argee. :3

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~kirbykrew:iconkirbykrew: Apr 3, 2008, 12:30:41 PM
Best Prank ever.

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~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Apr 2, 2008, 4:51:10 PM
hahaa.
I wasn't on when they did the prank D:

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~kirbykrew:iconkirbykrew: Apr 2, 2008, 12:55:41 PM
Ya, I leik dem, I leik dem lotz.

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~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Mar 30, 2008, 3:53:32 PM
awh D:

thats good :)
I love seeing your movies!

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~kirbykrew:iconkirbykrew: Mar 30, 2008, 12:23:20 PM
There was no Spring Break :'(


I've been working on lots of movies during the year, though.

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~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Mar 30, 2008, 10:48:01 AM
its going okay. ha.
boring though.
how's spring break?

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~kirbykrew:iconkirbykrew: Mar 30, 2008, 10:46:14 AM
Eh, it's alright? How about yourself?

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~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Mar 30, 2008, 10:42:16 AM
hey!! :D
hows school going for you?

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~kirbykrew:iconkirbykrew: Mar 30, 2008, 8:42:55 AM
Just walking across the DA and figured I'd drop in and say Hi.

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~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Mar 29, 2008, 6:45:18 AM
=D thank you too! <3

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~Yukari23:iconYukari23: Mar 29, 2008, 3:54:23 AM
and thanks for the watch 8D
~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Mar 27, 2008, 9:40:13 PM
^-^ no problem!

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~Yukari23:iconYukari23: Mar 27, 2008, 11:54:53 AM
thanks for the fave^~
~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Mar 25, 2008, 4:26:02 PM
:D you're welcome!

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~gentlefallingleafs:icongentlefallingleafs: Mar 25, 2008, 3:10:17 PM
Thank you very much for the favorite! :hug:

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~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Mar 25, 2008, 1:23:22 PM
xD <3
no problem! :D

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~StrangestOne:iconStrangestOne: Mar 25, 2008, 8:40:41 AM
OTL for commenting,
Your own comment XD
LOLz just wanted to say,
Thanks for the fav dear~

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~stolen-dream:iconstolen-dream: Mar 24, 2008, 6:07:16 PM
wooo.
:boogie:
I'm home!

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